I’m starting to become tired of this.This is becoming a weekly thing. We make plans to hangout,but the night before you always go out with your cousins then flake on me the day we’re suppose to hang-out.I have to call and ask you if we’re still gonna hang-out,you haven’t even called or texted me telling me you can’t hang-out.This has been happening for the past three-four weeks and I’m already tired of this.I’m so hurt by it as well.You say you understand but do you really? I get my hopes up to see you but you just cancel our plans like that.You tell me I’m important to you,but when you pull shit like this it makes me think otherwise.I’m beginning to question myself and that’s something I surely shouldn’t have to do.Everything I wrote up until now I already said to you earlier,but it’s just in my mind.I can’t have you do this to me.You promised me you won’t do this anymore,but how can I take your word? You said I can punish you,(not in a nasty way for those who are thinking you pervs),and keep the iTOUCH for a few months.But what’s that gonna do? I can’t keep letting this shit slide b’cos like I told you this isn’t the first time you’ve done this to me.And this isn’t fair to me.

OK,I’m done with that ‘cos I have so much more to say about other things. You,I can’t believe you’d say that.I know he gives you a hard ass time most of the time,but you have to try to see it from his point of view.He has good intentions,but a bad way of showing it.The words you said on Facebook isn’t right,and for you putting it on Facebook makes everything much worse.But he has a point whether you know it or don’t want to accept it.You’re selfish,all you care about is yourself and your girlfriend.You don’t help pay any bills,you don’t even pay for gas.You ask me for gas money and I’m 15 with no job while you’re 22 with a job.You need to stop lieing to everyone too ‘cos we already know so why are you still continuing to do this? Maybe I’m a bad person for putting this on Tumblr,but this is my private Tumblr,where only the people I would talk to about this would see it.Idono what to do,Idono how I can help you.Matter of fact,it wouldn’t matter b’cos you wouldn’t listen anyways.You never do,you only listen to what you want to hear.I know people do that sometimes,but f’real you just need to listen to what people are telling you especially family.They’re trying to help,and that’s what they’re gonna do but if your attitude’s gonna stay the same who knows what’s gonna happen.