After not seeing you for a couple weeks,I finally saw you again today and what I feared happened.I wanted to hang-out,but I knew if I did hang-out with you all my progress would be thrown out the window.At Ocala I was hoping to be done before you got there,but as I was about to leave there you were.I ran to Jeremy first to stall from saying hi to you,but hugging you,the feeling of being in your arms made all my feelings come back.The girls left,so it was just Marisol & I with you & Jeremy.Being on that same basketball court watching you play ball brought me back to the first time we met,how it all started.Then you started telling me about Julie and how you wanna kick some guy’s ass for trying to get at her,getting her number,and picking her up.Those were things you used to do for me if a guy tried to get at me..It all hit me right then and there.I wanted to punch you.I wanted to cry,but I didn’t.After I first found out about Julie,I was gnna start moving on,but after today I’m a step closer to letting go.I know it takes time and isn’t easy,but I’m making progress.You asked me “what if I don’t know if I actually do like her?” That’s fucking retarded.Don’t treat her how you treated me and led me on.I swear sometimes I think you have fucking mental issues.By the way you talked to me about her,and how you were trippin’ out so much about that guy helped me realize that you moved on already.I feel like I was nothing to you,what we had was nothing since you moved on so quick.I don’t think you understand how much hurt you’ve caused.I don’t think you get it or see it from my perspective.It’s my turn,and I have all summer to get over you,and just have fun to do me.I thought I was comfortable with talking and hearing about her,but I was wrong.It’s so different talking about it in person than it is over aim.I know for a fact I’ll still miss you,but I know that I’ll be okay.So I guess this is it.I really do feel like today was the last day I’m ever gnna see you again,and if it is I hope you have a nice life.I hope you find happiness with yourself,your life and with someone else. I hope you’re done being a player,and leading people on.My best wishes go towards you and since you’re graduating Saturday I hope your future goes well too.Thank you for everything you’ve done,I’m grateful to have had someone like you in my life for the time you were a big part of it.